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Currently Listening Broken By Seether (Ft Amy Lee) see related

yeah, totally fits the occasion.
close calls = woah, bad times!
but everything is better now
just like they used to be
had me scared for awhile
you know its love,
when you're afraid of losing someone
but its all okay now
thank god!
so yesterday was awesome
i cleaned my dads truck: got $20
went to get casey at about 2:15
that made me happy
picked up casey
went to wichita
went to Gander Mountain
some new sporting goods place
yeah it was pretty stupid!
then we went to the little, dinky mall
not exactly fun either
went to eat at Players
yesss, yum!
then went to my dads friends house
that wasnt actually so bad
hadnt seen them in forever
it was nice
then we went to the big mall
casey showed me what she wanted for her birthday
for the most part
she found her belt she wanted
she bought it
then we came back here
[argonia]
and watched angels in the outfield
then i got to drive my dads expedition
and take her home
on the way back
yeah i almost fell asleep
like a mile and a half from argonia
i hit a deer =S
but luckily, my dads expedition is a monster
so nothing happened to it
when i say nothing, i mean..
ABSOLUTELY nothing...
luckyyyyyy, i know
and with that said
im out
peace.

love you casey!

So they say, your heart is where your home is...right?

well then i left my heart back in mulvane </3

after three years in this town, ive yet to consider it home

after three years in this town, ive yet to accomplish even half of what i did in mulvane

afer three years in this town, im not even half the person i was in mulvane

i still think about everything constantly, its a constant nag at my shoulder, a constant fly that wont buzz off..

its always there, but i need it

the thought of how things used to be, it puts a smile on my face, i need it..

it seems like im running out of things that make me smile now a days..

besides casey, and an occasional friend every now and then, ive got nothing to use the muscles in my face for..

when i moved from that town, i left behind my best friend of EIGHT YEARS! eight years of my life, thats over half my life...i will never find someone to replace him. he was/is truely the only person that will understand me. he was more than a friend to me, it was the brother id always wanted mine to be like, he was the kid id turn too whenever i needed someone to talk too, he was just, my best friend, and i can never/will never replace him..with anyone...

when i moved away, not only did i leave behind my BEST friend, i left behind the best friends id had in my entire life. i mean dont get me wrong, the friends i have here, yea they are great, i love them. but its not the same, middle school friendship were so much more than what highschool ones are. middle school friendship were deap, real, and true. people didnt talk shit, people didnt talk behind your back, people werent complete, and utter jackasses like 90% of the highschool population is...

what im trying to say..

what im trying to get at

where im headed..

is that i miss mulvane, so much...

but what doesnt make sense to me, is that looking at the pictures of me and casey, seeing how happy i look in them, looking into her eyes, and seeing all i need..i realize, there were good things about moving here. plus a few friends, that i can actually call and consider my 'friends'..i love you guys.

and with that said, im out

later

!.Day 37.!
1 month 6 days

I LOVE YOU CASEY!!!!